Vulnerable.

Being on a constant food vigil has made me feel so vulnerable, without sugar to dull my senses and emotions, I feel like I am wearing my heart on my sleeve all the time. Good for artists not so good for life in general...or maybe I am wrong. I have never been easy on the phone and prefer to nurture my friendships by email, but I chose a different path consciously today with lovely results, and I hope I made my special friends know how dear they are to me, how much they mean to me... the bottom line is, as much as I love the email medium somehow it never manages to convey that, the depth of my love, and admiration....phone calls and lunches do it much better. I MUST remember that.

Had a lovely party at the weekend, but tonight I am just plain knackered, my 6 day plan turned into a three day plan as I hurt my foot, and then had a house guest move into my gym for a few nights....soooo tomorrow, foot healed, gym reclaimed, my 6 day quest begins anew.