Have I mentioned how much I loath my computer?

I'm in the dieting wilderness, taken to eating one meal a day which is not working at all, but at least I am doing that because I am so busy and not because I am a pre-anorexic ( sigh...if wishes were horses and all...).

In other news I was the recipient of some sensational customer service from Bolt bus today, who after arriving 40 minutes late for the pick up in Philly gave my honey a free round trip ticket after one complaining phone call from me. I feel really pleased as I recommend the Bolt constantly to people and am usually pleased with their service, I mean come on 10 bucks to NYC, doesn't even cover the tolls if you drive.

string cheese x 2

fruit leather

Roasted root vegetable soup

2 slices of bread

butter

3 glasses of red wine (best friend's birthday)

half a chocolate cupcake

small slice of pumpkin cake

sliver of flourless chocolate cake

2 fruit leathers

Boueff Bourguignon

Bread

Almond butter

Red wine

pear in red wine sauce

eeeeek

sorry no entries I got a scary letter in my post box

I used all my calories on chocolate

:(

one egg

mushrooms

cheese

sugar free candy

salmon

large salad

popcorn

stayed under calorie allowance... feel pretty good, although maybe sugar free candy was not the best lunch choice I forgot my standard fruit leather and string cheese lunch at home. I need to go to the market today, as I have run out of eggs and healthy food.

Eggs

cheese

ham

made into an omelette

then string cheese and fruit leather for lunch

Vietnamese stir fry as well as a large crispy noodle pancake

ice tea sweetened with what tasted like an entire can of condensed milk... went over my alotted calories by close to 400 I suspect. WILL HAVE TO GET ON MY ELLIPTICAL!!!!

If I had been caught in the mine in Chile they would have had to leave me down there as I would not have been able to fit in the capsual.

Okay whole wheat mini bagel

2 poached eggs

2/3 cup of 1 percent milk

1 string cheese

2 fruit leathers

3 ounces of calamari

butter

1 tsp mayonnaise

lime

large salad

2 glasses and counting of wine

MUST be less of an alchy tomorrow, but my great idol died yesterday and I had to drink to her greatness.

Inspired.

My fellow musketeers wrote very brave insightful blogs today, and I felt motivated to do the same sans the insightful and the brave part of course.

Even when looking through my most recent diet history and pretty much suspecting that the same is true throughout my life, the most successful I ever am is when I blog regularly. It doesn't take a 'rocket surgeon' to figure out that I am a big coward and when things are going horribly, like last week, I retreat into a cone of shuddering embarrassed, silence, so my aim for this week is to blog every single day , come hell or high water, I am going to be writing down what I ate even if it includes macaroons.

I can't eat healthily when my house is a mess, so I tried to correct that a bit today , I also need to file some music, and I need a new bed and new sofa, just in case anyone was interested. Why are bed adverts so irritating, that new Vera Wang one particularly, with the fake couple, bouncing around on it in white linens, they set my teeth on edge.

Brrrr

Damn it, the cold makes me hungry. I ate a vast amount of pumpkin bread yesterday and today, sugary, flowery, pumpkinny goodness.

website closed for business

...while I finish my new Jilly cooper. I have been reading her books since I was 13 years old, every year I read them all cover to cover again to keep me amused while I wait the interminable periods between her next wonderful offering... this one was 4 long years in the making. I am on page 350 300 blissful pages to go... will write when I am done