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Inexplicably I am UP 2 pounds....well I guess not that inexplicably, been skipping a few meals and maybe including more carbs than I should(think I might be a one serving a day and NOT a 2 serving a day person), and I had too much alcohol last week.

I am so frustrated I am having a tantrum throwing my hands in the air and drinking a coke right at this very moment... was not gonna blog about it and then I thought well that was the whole point of this... I was going to be totally honest and broadcast the process warts and cokes and slip ups and setbacks and all...I feel like printing a very long, very robust, swear word, but sometimes my mom reads this, so I am just going to print this instead @#$%^&*^%$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$%^&*((((*&^%$####@#@##@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!